i used to know someone, and when i think about them now, i realize i’m grateful I saw a kid today. He said “may I ask you something?” as I walked past, he was barely audible. I was so big, and the kid was so small… I stopped, called to him. After a hesitation. AndContinue reading “10,000 Words of Gratitude for E”
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am i betraying myself or am i moving on?
engineering i made all those graphs myself. we built that together. with three other amazing people—my friends—and a professor, one of the people i love most in my life. thinking about creating value when i said i was quitting engineering to go into journalism, a senior journalist where i was interning, attacked my decision, veryContinue reading “am i betraying myself or am i moving on?”
Humans are a Story Telling Species
the nature of life, and the (retelling of) and the (conveying of information about) past events I watched on the news today that someone in the US killed other people, then killed themselves. It happened recently, so there is nothing more in the story; just that someone killed other people then killed themselves. The storyContinue reading “Humans are a Story Telling Species”
Letting The Simulation Free?
I wanted to remember a quote from Nietzsche so I looked it up online. I found it and read it, and then because of how excited it made me feel, I uncontrollably opened up another tab on my browser and searched for the name of the book. This is an action that has now becomeContinue reading “Letting The Simulation Free?”
An Ode to Ancient Times
Milattan önceki yıllardaki yazarları hayal ettiğimde, tahta bir masada, tek başına, sarı küçük bir mum ve katır kutur bir parşömen, ve mürekkep ve hokka, kalem… Neden hep böyle hissediyorum? Çok engin Boşluk Boş tarlalar, araziler Sessizlik Hayvanlar, otlayan sessiz hayvanlar Yıldızlı gece altında ahırlarda sessizce bekleyen hayvanlar It must have been “something else” to haveContinue reading “An Ode to Ancient Times”
Tying the Movie Together
A personal reflection on the movie called the Big Lebowski. First time watching The Big Lebowski, I was with someone much older and wiser than me. In the only night we were together, in a dreamlike state we watched this movie. We were sitting on a couch and puffing puffs. As the occasion required, sheContinue reading “Tying the Movie Together”
Reading into the Far Octarine
Rincewind the wizard ( B. Mgc., Unseen University [failed] ) explains to Twoflower the tourist (a word which, Rincewind had decided, meant “idiot”), the laws that govern (their) (fictional) universe. The Law of Conservation of Reality; demands that the effort needed to achieve a goal should be the same regardless of the means used. WhatContinue reading “Reading into the Far Octarine”
The Words which came out of the Color of Magic
Explanation for this blog post: I am re-reading The Color of Magic. It is my usual practice to get a .docx to write down the meanings of the words I don’t see often. I also occasionally write down what I think about, or what one particular word or passage made me think about. I hadContinue reading “The Words which came out of the Color of Magic”
Temperature Dependance of the BJT Small-Signal Model
Find out that BJT small signal model is only viable under certain temperature and Vbe conditions. Turns out the model itself is dependant on Q point too!
U.S. Chronices NO#2
The second blog in my series of blogs where I write about my personal experiences of moving&living in the U.S.!